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Alice Ofelia Kira

by Kevin Matisyn

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Drew Music My favorite voice in modern rock, bar none. Evans Blue's original/best singer and the frontman for Parabelle, I've followed this dude's music from the beginning and I've never been able to get enough. Favorite track: See The Sun.
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1.
Afraid (free) 04:34
AFRAID Do you feel afraid? Do you lock tight to your shadow? If you were right I’ve got a lesson to be learned but do you really mean that much me? Or do I let you down when I’m a mess sometimes and you took way too long to stop, to wait, to start again and to make sense of all of this Can you see all the pain on my face where all of it is written? If you steal all my light and care for it again then I will never leave you wondering where it went Do you feel the same while my soul lies in wait? Will you comfort me? Come while the cloud hangs over me all the way I never knew there was a better way when I called your bluff you went and called out my whole heart Oh my friend, does it take your breath away? If we are whole again, does it take your breath away? What if I said no? Does it take your breath away? It was so long forever, you always said that you never knew but I wanted you from the start but I know you’ll never fall in love when we would talk for hours, you said all your senses were broke and they’re so broke it’ll take your breath away
2.
Hard To Know 04:17
HARD TO KNOW I am a fighter, I am searching for the sin that you weren’t aware of, they are the ones that make you say sorry for the hole in your heart you’d never mend I am the lightning you are the grave I am the one thing you would save Give me the shapes I’ll give you the picture I am the nightmare and I couldn’t fix her I can only stay so clean, the white doesn’t match what’s in between Why do they always get to win, when all the wagers in from your guilty side and the bets are so low and why do we always end the same, you could win all my love with your guilty side and your bets are in and your bets are so low I am a fighter, I am walking in your shoes and wielding sorrow and we are the same thing that’s outside when all that’s in your calls attack we will never ever last if you were the one that wanted it all, you’d be the one that would take the fall that’s what they say and that’s what you said but that’s what you never ever meant I can’t always be the king but you’ll always be my queen the setting sun wasn’t a warning enough and do you like what you’ve become and do you search for the saddest saying you could never fall back on anyway take a look at it all, take a look at yourself, take a look at what’s right, it’s my jealous side and it’s so hard to know
3.
High 03:56
HIGH A stretch in time or a dream and both were over for me I’m sorry to say you are mistaken the harlot never boasts, she never lets go of the ghosts a fortune to remember her faults around the world come find me for a while when everything gets… high too high to overcome without me once again you better hold me down or I will float away into the sun, the feelings gone and I can’t remember I can’t remember why you asked so many questions and I can’t go on avoiding all the air so just stay close, never to come out cuz you won’t want to leave you’ll change from being clever, into a liar without you coming down, you kept me from my… if you fooled me this won’t be royalty, if I told you it won’t be real I can’t sell you this piece forever I can tell you until we’re free…I can’t hold you until we’re…
4.
Waking Up 04:11
WAKING UP God where are you now? I called you like you wanted and now you're all I've got, regardless of my doubt and where did you go, why'd you take her along with you to see you laying there I remain emotionless and afraid it's the fight in me but still you remain there the same if you'd ask you could save me but you're wearing me out then one day she fell asleep I remember when she said to me this is no one's fault and you'll never lose my heart I tried so hard to see the reason's you'd come and complicate things get out cuz you can't fix what's left in the rubble of my life here that's gone and i'm alone and I stayed with her till the break of dawn when she woke up and she looked me in the eye she said don't be afraid dear, Im gonna wait here for just a little while then she smiled and we cried, then she closed her eyes she was brave till the end I wanted us to dance along the waves, it was hard to breathe you were taken from me it's the worst part of waking up knowing i am here here knowing you are there all of this will fade away and your memory…is the best part of waking up
5.
RIGHT NOW Hard hits and politics I don't care if we are there We're right here and right here is fine What are we fighting for? I see there's a boy who just wished his life was through He just wanted to be accepted, he just wanted to be understood Right now he's losing more than he's winning Right now he sees that there's a future, it's bright it's waiting Put your arms around me push the fears aside They say that hope will calm the desperate and hope will change your life Just give this hand a reason to push the hate aside They say that all you ever wanted was all you never had The quick fix I won't predict I can't tell if I am wrong I'm right sometimes and sometimes I'm fine I just wanted someone to see past me and fight for me To see the good in me and stay right here cuz right here is fine and right now I'm crying more than I'm grinning I've been thinking It's been so long since I’ve lived my life it's time I'm waiting There's honesty in all the things that you ignored But honestly how could you ignore me? Make way for my new angles, make way for dressed down versions A match, a light, a candle this was more than I could handle And you may light of these feelings You laughed when it was wrong to Was I such a waste of time of dear well you'll miss me when I'm gone from here Let go of right now
6.
Anthem 05:02
ANTHEM Come to me to save your face The burden's to me to lift you up 'Cause you are nothing like the rest Put your hands in my hands and rest 'Cause I won't let you fall apart My mind is open for you to close With thoughts of me and how you will never know I write the bad ideas That you feel on the inside but I'm Not right most of the time and you can feel the outside caving in I'll doubt you for a change I doubt you'll go to waste You're far more braver now than you could ever think Come to me with open arms and fold into me it’ll shut you up And you might just be the best with your hair in my hand and fists And you're safe right here This door is open for you to close So leave to me to become what I will never know It's a dark, cold world to be left alone in For the revival of an anthem And we'll create all this flicker with such a little light such a little light, our voices will unite And we’ll hypnotize them when we sing…
7.
See The Sun 04:42
SEE THE SUN Let them see the sun and let it burn out their lungs I fooled myself to think that you were gone let them touch your face and let them feed on their disgrace and I hope you’re satisfied, I hope your purpose won’t wear out and I hope you search yourself and sell away the sad if you could Let them break apart if they want, let them take the fall if they want when I said no, I said no often place yourself on my side, you’re down to one last lifetime feel the fire forming up, I feel you when you sink don’t take your eyes off of me I feel your heartbeat slowing down I free the constant energy you could not open yourself just let the fire burn it’s flame and let the sun burn bright again if you want, let me break apart, if I want, let me see the sun one last time
8.
BREAK YOUR HEART Why must you decide your whole life in minute time i tried to find out what you said to me and what it meant and if you love me and you hate it try settling the score cuz I'll never love you I know you hate that by the sound you made they've gotten deafening why don't you listen thought I told you from the start that I'd change you out of nowhere and you let me and now you're lost here in the dark remember you asked for this and… It’s gonna break your heart I know its gonna leave you hurt I am a failure with words if this what you want some things in life that are said are never meant to be heard why must you define your whole life with mine and I tried to remember what you did and what it meant and if I love you and you hate it you wont be coming back for more but I'll always love you, I know you hate that by the way you moved it looks so threatening how could I listen from what you told me at the start then you'd change it out of nowhere but I let you now we're lost here in the dark one question are you up for this one sided, it’s a one sided curse a one sided world, I’m frustrated and I heard what you said and I hate it but I won’t break your heart, I know I won’t leave you hurt if I am a failure with words, it’s cuz this is what I want some things in life, that are said are never meant to be heard
9.
Saw Red 05:01
SAW RED Here’s to the damage, the one that makes us whole and here’s to the merry ones that died and won’t get old they will say a prayer for your soul in hopes that it gets caught before you go down say something cuz when you’re lost and all my love never will carry you far I will remember the last thing that you said cuz I saw red, in the corner of your eye where I store the piece of you in the back of my mind now I’m in the light and you’re in the flame we’ll burn this ugly city and go dancing in between bring me back, the damage done, the damage leaves us tall and I will stay the hero, you can stay the villain a pale moon, a bitter pill, a bitter sip to swallow so let’s make believe, you’ll meet your maker soon, the part of me that’s real is not removing you cuz you live in fear and you don’t even know it
10.
Satellites 05:48
SATELLITES Do you ever wake up beside yourself? and when you do, do you like the sight you see? It took a long time for regret to register in your head but part time wasn't backwards like you said now your body's still alive but you're not there we're all original but we're too dead to care Do you wait for satellites to offer you a ride? Just flip that silhouette then push it till it's set I want to taste it sometimes I let my vengeance ask the questions and we'll light this pretty fade and watch the world decay you have such a pretty face so they say I let you but you went too far your body's still aligned in perfect step we lack a little depth cuz we're too delicate I was locked in a room (manic, automatic, you can't believe it happened but you let it) they never tell you what to do now they act so surprised they found deceit in her eyes Tear stained lines on the back of a lottery the front page that you never could see that she never was a quitter but never complete her eyes were separated by memories of me and thoughts so cold This boy he cried his eyes out she left him here without a trace so this boy he prayed his heart out but watched it all fall out of place they said this boy he cried his eyes out forgot this world forgot his place and I know he prayed his heart out to wipe this world right from his face (she said she'd never run, she'd never run away) This girl she cried her heart out and left us all with just a phrase She said "all I want to be is be with you and all I want to see is you here with me, like the way we used to be but I was locked in a room, I was just so cold alive"

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